In my everyday life, I'm the guy everyone expects me to be. I date women, I talk about sports, I fit in. But in the quiet of my own home, in the privacy of my browser history, that's not who I am. I'm obsessed with trans women. I spend hours watching their videos, captivated by their beauty, their bodies, the unique blend of masculine and feminine that drives me absolutely wild. There's something about a woman with a cock that just unravels me. It feels like the ultimate secret, the ultimate taboo. I fantasize about being with them, about the feel of their hard bodies, their soft skin, their hands on me. The thought of it makes me harder than anything else. It's a part of me that I'm terrified of anyone discovering, a desire that feels so intense it could burn my whole life to the ground. But I can't stop. I don't want to stop.